I am running on 16% battery power right now and I am bored now that I finished revamping my lovely laptop. Currently adjusting to this new keyboard cover since it was getting dirty and o0oglay. For two classes, I just spent $93 on books. How many books you ask? Two. THIS IS SO STUPID.
I’m torn between two classes because I want to get a move on with my “major” and also finish my stupid segments. One class is Ethnic Studies 110 and the other is TH A130 which is an acting class. Without the Acting workshop, I wouldn’t be done with segment two and there’s so many reasons why I want to take this class. It’s something NEW. I’m tired of taking bullshit classes just to finish up clusters and shit so MAYBE if I can gather up the balls to stay in this class, I’ll do it. I took yoga two semesters ago and I’ve been stuck on it since. I also put down on my bucket list to one day be in a movie. LOL Hey, DREAM BIG. I find GOOD movies/shows with GOOD actors a motivation too. They have so much things to bring to the table.
I’m so ready to take on new challenges this semester/year. I’m ready to meet new people and get myself in new hobbies and stuff like that. It’s a shitty feeling when you’re “stuck” and I’m just desperate to move on.
I have so much more stuff to put down but I’m running low on juice and I need to get ready for tomorrow!
I’m not much of a blogger on tumblr but I’m bored!
I’ve just gone through my diary that I started writing back in 2006. It’s been 6 years since I’ve had this diary and it’s just so crazy to see the way how I felt, the way how I viewed the world and how things have changed. The things I went through back then are nothing greater than what I face now and I find it just so crazy! In a way, I feel hella stupid just because I know that it was a big ass deal to me at the time. But that’s how it’s like with all diaries. Lol oh dear.
Ughh I’ve been going through so much lately, it just feels like these days are getting slower and slower. I don’t know what to do with my free time. I don’t know what to do at all! I’m not ready for school and I’m too broke to do anything fun. There’s nothing on TV and ughh IDK. Well one project that I am doing right now is my room. I’ve had these pictures hung up for SOOOO long that half the pictures up there are faces of strangers. So this room is starting over. One wall is COMPLETELY FULL with pictures of beautiful people and that’s as far as it gets for now. But as for everything else, it’s just so empty….
For the past couple of days, my brother and I have been caught up in watching DCOMs (Disney Channel Original Movies). LOL. But honestly, those original movies really did have originality. I don’t know what it is anymore that the media is lacking but I honestly think Disney should air those ORIGINAL movies and shows like Cheetah Girls, Jumping Ship, The Other Me, Rip Girls, Quints, The Poof Point, and so on.
Lalala, I’m bored and I’m freaking out about my classes. Tomorrow’s registration and there’s NOTHING left. D: I’m not trying to waste my time with crappy teachers because this semester, I’m just not down for it. I’m ready to take it slow and have fun. trololol.
Hmmmm. So I’ve been soooooo obsessed with Titanic and Leo and Kate Winslet it’s scary. Somewhere in my mind, they BELONG TOGETHER. Their friendship is inspiring and just makes me so envious! I want to one day meet them and make a cameo in their future films regardless if they’re both in the film or not. Can’t wait to see them in 3D! ahaha
Ouu, so I posted a while back about that blk. water. Guess who found it?! Not me, but Jayj! LOL So he got it for me and now I’m too scared to drink it. It looks like dirt. Or flat pepsi or something. But it’s okay because I have until August to drink it. :D
I went shopping the other day right. I got this $80 jacket for $30. Beautiful steal.
Well I meant to make it meaningful but I’m sleepy. A bit of nostalgia and random shtuff, huh?
I’m at that point in my life where I’m stuck. I’m stuck with not knowing what to do with anything that I’m currently doing… if that makes ANY sense.
I want to take on new challenges.. I want to travel. I want to be creative. I made a bucket list not too long ago and I would really want to get started on it. I’ve always been one to keep Carpe Diem in mind and lately, I’ve been doing a very bad job at it.
It’s not about me not knowing what I want to do or whatever because I know what I want to do. It’s just that I just don’t know how to get it started. It’s a sucky feeling but as the saying goes, this too shall pass.