“It’s times like these that I miss you the most.” What did we do to make it end up like this? I stopped saying Hi to you because I wouldn’t want to hurt myself and feel like such a retard for doing it in the first place, knowing that you might not even reply. But don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t mean that I don’t care anymore. Not a day goes by without me thinking about you. I still wonder why we drifted apart and why it ended up being this way. I think the reason why I continue to think about you even more is because I don’t wanna forget you. I miss your smile, your optimism, your hugs, your everything. With each day passing, it’s getting harder for me to remember your appearance, your voice, your smile, and just whatever made you you. Listening to our songs and just thinking about the times we spent together just makes me miss you all over again. When I think about those past times, I always smile, but I can’t help feeling a little sad, knowing that those are just and forever will be memories. Months have passed since the last time we’ve seen each other, and days, probably even weeks have passed since we last spoke. Even though things are just fine now, I wish you were still here because you made everything that much better. You were that little something that always made my day. You didn’t even have to do much – a song in dedication to the mood, the ‘good morning’ texts, a smile, and even just pure silence. It was the littlest things about you that got me. For anything and everything, you knew what to say and when to say it; or at least, you seemed to know. You’re one of my best friends who I never expected to leave so sudden. I never even got the chance to say Thank You personally, for everything. Ever since day one, I’ve been too scared and shy just to say Hi in fear of losing you and what may come. Stupid of me huh? I hesitated to let US happen. But I’m glad we did. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be where I am today. I just never really pictured today to be without you. If anything, you decide to come back, I’ll be here with open arms. Even though things will be different, I’m still willing to make things work. I just don’t want you to become a stranger in the future. But what’s the point? Not like you’ll read this. I just miss you.
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things.
We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete…
Remember, to spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent.
Remember, to say, “I love you” to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person might not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
2009: In the Beginning Where did you bring in the New Year? My house Who were you with? Family + Johnny and Anna Did you kiss anyone at midnight? Naw we ran around and ate cake and threw stuff at each other lol Did you make any resolutions? Made some, unfortunately, forgot em
2009: Your Love Life Did you break up with anyone? Let go. Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? Got to the next level or something in the relationship :D . Did you meet anyone special? Not necessarily meet. Did you fall in love? lolwut?
2009: Friends and Enemies Did you meet any new friends this year? Yes! (: Did any of your friendships end? It did, but then it was also a rebirth. Did you dislike anyone? Annoyance Did you make any new enemies? Nah. Did you resolve any fights? Yeah. Who was your closest friend? Lots of people Who did you grow apart from? Not that many people Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? No!
2009: Your BIRTHDAY Did you have a cake? Yeah! What did you do for your birthday? Threw a birthday party at my house; had a jumper and pinata and stuff LOL Did you have a party? Oh yeah Did you get any presents? More than I’ve gotten in the past 4 years. Even more than I get on Christmas. If so what was the best thing you got? Clothes :D
2009: All about YOU Did you change at all this year? Yeah Did you dye your hair? Wanted to Did you get your hair cut? Yeah! Did you change your style? Yeeaaah Were you in school? Yes. Did you get good grades? Just as long as I’m still on first honors, I’m all gravy. Did you have a job? On and off. Do you drive? Yah. Did you own a car? No. Did anyone close to you gave birth? Yeah. Did you move at all? No Did you go on any vacations? Somewhat. Would you change anything about yourself now? No.
2009: Wrap Up. Is 2009 a good year? Hell to the yeah Did 2009 bring any new insights? Yaarr. Do you think 2010 will top 2009? I’m havin a goooooood feeelin about it.
So he [as in my ex] is in town… and his best friend who is my good friend.. wants to kick it tomorrow. with both of us……..Should I go or say I’m not comfortable?! I miss him dearly…..but It’d be really awkward and probably heartbreaking for some reason…..Haven’t talked to him in a while too. Haven’t seen him in monthss… Opinions??
Umm, hmm. I think you should go, unless you really don’t feel comfortable? But otherwise you should go, you never know if you guys can rekindle a new friendship.
I have mad respect for those who are in long distance relationships. I’m not only speaking from experience but it really is definitely one of the most hardest things to deal with in life - Not being physically close to the person you love. Ones who are in these relationships, in my opinion, have a stronger bond than those who aren’t (it may vary depending on the couple). This is because, trust and commitment are top priority. In order to maintain a decent/good long distant relationship, you have to be able to trust your significant other, without trust, the relationship would fall apart immediately. You have to also gain an emotional bond with the person, because of the lack of physical bond. And with this type of bond the two may be more committed to each other, and will not take any moment talking to you (via phone/webcamming or text/instant messaging) for granted since that’s the only thing they can do…They say “Absence makes the heart grow fonder”, and this is why everyday the person may yearn for the other more and more, like me for instance. Patience also plays a big role in long distance relationships, because everything is worth more when you have to wait. And when you two actually do get a chance to see other, it’s definitely worth the wait and more. Anybody can be in a relationship with someone who lives close by, but it takes determination, willingness, and everything you got to be in a long distant relationship. So this is for you if you’re in a LDR, much luck to you and your bg/gf. :)
“Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.”—Tuesdays with Morrie (via littlemiss)
“I’m not in love with you. But you make me smile. You make me laugh. You let me be myself. You make me open up to you without even trying. You make my head turn to see if you’re around. If you’re not, it makes me sad. If you are, my heart beats a little faster. You make my Mondays feel like Fridays. You make me sing in the shower. You make me notice the littlest things. And you make everything around me matter just a bit more.. So honestly, I’m still trying to figure out how I still haven’t fallen in love with you.”
The past four days with these people made senior year as memorable as it could get. Even though we have the second semester left, we realized that our time with each other is valuable. Ofcourse, there will be more time to make senior year the besterest, but byfar, this marks it. These pictures aren’t the best but they better ones will come soon ! More pictures to come and there are HELLA videos xD
Sharlene: Someone hella booboo-ed in my bathroom! Me: :O You don’t even know who did it?! Sharlene: NO! and it sucks cuz it was clogged. And it wasn’t even like turdy turds… IT WAS DIARRHEA! Me and Sharlene: HAHAHAH!